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Well.
It’s been a long time since I did one of these but people (mainly my wife K) have been insisting that journaling would be helpful with the ol’ brain-demons. I suppose I can give it a go.
It’s been a pretty standard Wednesday in our present pandemic but also pregnant reality. I prepped K’s breakfast and lunch for the day and placed her things in the car before starting work myself. Work itself was pretty standard (obviously I can’t go super in to detail for hipaa reasons) aside from having to review and generate a rebuttal to my weekly audit first thing in the morning. I know I do solid work and 95% of their complaints are from the new system and outside my control but it’s always a blow to the morale. It’s such a recurring problem that one would think that the auditors would be instructed in how to allow for these issues so I don’t have to keep refuting them but I don’t make these decisions. Good thing the system was rolled out before it was done. /sigh
During the course of the day I listen to music/books or just throw on a movie/show in the background to maintain my sanity while I churn out the day’s productivity. Lately I’ve been bouncing between Sherlock Holmes (the collected books) and Lucifer (the show). Today was Lucifer wherein I began season 4. I’ve generally been enjoying the show however I will say that the portrayal of Eve bugs me a bit. I know she’s been talking to new souls as they enter heaven, however it just feels super odd that she is soooo well-informed about like everything of the modern world after being dead for millennia. Whatevs, I guess.
After work got out I was able to squeeze in some Assassin’s Creed Odyssey before K got home, just enough time to complete some tasks on an island of pirates. Thanks to the magic of the slow cooker, our dinner was ready shortly after she got home. However before I could suggest it to her, a package arrived from my friend A. The package contained some very welcome hand-me-down baby clothes for L. All very adorable indeed. Dinner was enjoyable (lemon butter chicken) but I may have over-seasoned it? *shrug* After dinner we settled into our standard routine wherein we play around on our phones while the Enterprise goes boldly on in the background. K is being tortured by some rando during a fantasy football draft pick. This confuses me as I thought sports were mainly cancelled this year? Ah well.
I miss talking to people but I feel like it’s so hard to maintain a conversation with people that aren’t actively engaging back? I dunno. A part of me misses the time that I was blissfully ignorant about how little my “friends” valued me... but I know it’s better that I do know. It’s just extra lonely and making new friends is daunting.
Daily three:
1. “Adulting” -important to aim high lol
2. Writing this journal
3. Ordered flowers for anniversary
It’s been a long time since I did one of these but people (mainly my wife K) have been insisting that journaling would be helpful with the ol’ brain-demons. I suppose I can give it a go.
It’s been a pretty standard Wednesday in our present pandemic but also pregnant reality. I prepped K’s breakfast and lunch for the day and placed her things in the car before starting work myself. Work itself was pretty standard (obviously I can’t go super in to detail for hipaa reasons) aside from having to review and generate a rebuttal to my weekly audit first thing in the morning. I know I do solid work and 95% of their complaints are from the new system and outside my control but it’s always a blow to the morale. It’s such a recurring problem that one would think that the auditors would be instructed in how to allow for these issues so I don’t have to keep refuting them but I don’t make these decisions. Good thing the system was rolled out before it was done. /sigh
During the course of the day I listen to music/books or just throw on a movie/show in the background to maintain my sanity while I churn out the day’s productivity. Lately I’ve been bouncing between Sherlock Holmes (the collected books) and Lucifer (the show). Today was Lucifer wherein I began season 4. I’ve generally been enjoying the show however I will say that the portrayal of Eve bugs me a bit. I know she’s been talking to new souls as they enter heaven, however it just feels super odd that she is soooo well-informed about like everything of the modern world after being dead for millennia. Whatevs, I guess.
After work got out I was able to squeeze in some Assassin’s Creed Odyssey before K got home, just enough time to complete some tasks on an island of pirates. Thanks to the magic of the slow cooker, our dinner was ready shortly after she got home. However before I could suggest it to her, a package arrived from my friend A. The package contained some very welcome hand-me-down baby clothes for L. All very adorable indeed. Dinner was enjoyable (lemon butter chicken) but I may have over-seasoned it? *shrug* After dinner we settled into our standard routine wherein we play around on our phones while the Enterprise goes boldly on in the background. K is being tortured by some rando during a fantasy football draft pick. This confuses me as I thought sports were mainly cancelled this year? Ah well.
I miss talking to people but I feel like it’s so hard to maintain a conversation with people that aren’t actively engaging back? I dunno. A part of me misses the time that I was blissfully ignorant about how little my “friends” valued me... but I know it’s better that I do know. It’s just extra lonely and making new friends is daunting.
Daily three:
1. “Adulting” -important to aim high lol
2. Writing this journal
3. Ordered flowers for anniversary
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